Fuck Love....!!! (-___-)"

if thats the way it is, i dont want to get into it...

if thats the way it is, then i want nothing to do with this.

u see, i've been through this before.

& i promise i wont live to go down in the rubble -again.

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you got me like.......... fuck love !!!!!

 thats fucked up. but fuck it.

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i done been through same thangs. 

delt with heartbreaks, shit dont never ever change.

 i gave you all my lovin' thats all that i can give you. 

you tell me that you love me, but bitch i beg to differ.

 cause if you really loved me, then i would just know, 

isntead i have a whole where my heart is 'supposed to go. 

my blood is running cold & its all because of you. you wonder why i do, 

you said cause the 'the things that i do'.

 im constantly misleaded & constantly mistreated.

 so why the hell would i even hesitate 

when i was leaving [uh] thats why whenver

 i see a couple of lovers, 

it makes me sick to my stomach,

 it make me wanna throw up.

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you know what they be asking me right ?

like why you be like fuck love ?

you remember that one time i was with that boy, right ?

he had everything he needed, everything.

& what did i have ?

thats why i be like FUCK LOVE!!!!

Saying No Isn't Easy!!

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I believe that saying NO to anybody

whether that 2 be ur One's as ur family, kid, spouse, parent,

it doesnt matter in can be still "HARD".

It jus pays to it anyway,

especially always SAY NO up front.

Peoples are going to hate u no matter what thats called life

sO what they'll get over it or not.

U always Owe urself 2 be gOod and kind to self,

Obviously ur fren is gOt SELF down pack.

I've seen sO call friends like that everyting was ine sided,

when i had enough of that proudely walked awy with my pride

that I always refuse to give.

If feel gOod to free myself fro the wrong peoples.

U should try it without any regrets..!!

My sOuL.. (^____________^)

By the time that they get to be teenagers, many kids begin to get fed up with their families. They say that their parents are too restrictive or over-protective, or that they are completely out of touch with how the real world works. But, in most cases, our parents have "been there and done that", and all they are really trying to do is to help us avoid some of the mistakes and pain that they went through when they were growing up themselves (things don't change as much as you think, you know!).

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My own family has been really great throughout my illness. They have stayed right by my side day and night, even when I was feeling so bad that I yelled at almost everybody. They have driven back and forth to the hospital hundreds of times, gone out in the middle of the night to satisfy my strange food urges, and even learned how to give me needles (even though just the thought of needles used to give my Mom the willies!). But most of all they have encouraged me to continue day by day, and they have loved me unconditionally ... even on those days when I looked like a melon with a bit of fuzz on top!

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I have come to realize that a family is something you can count on to be there, long after many of your friends have gone their own ways.

This iS mY SoUL

(^_______^)

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Introducing my mOm.. She's my very best friend.

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Meet my dad..He makes me laugh with his silly jokes.

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Here is my brother.. Hazmin. He is musician.

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My eldest brother..Khasrool.

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My lovely meOww...

its name is UTEH...

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this is MEY MEY..!!

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this is gemoK..

aBout Eja MeOww

Hey, this is my homepage..

so I have to say something about myself.

Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself

so well that you do not know where to start with.

Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me

through my self-description.

I hope that my impression about myself and

your impression about me are not so different.

Here it goes.

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I am student at University Utara Malaysia (UUM)..my matrix num is 206651.now im already at sem 3..I am a person who is positive about every aspect of life.

There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience.

I like to read,

I like to write;

I like to think,

I like to dream;

I like to talk,

I like to listen.

I like to see the sunrise in the morning,

I like to see the moonlight at night;

I like to feel the music flowing on my face

, I like to smell the wind coming from the ocean.

I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind,

I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night.

I like flowers in spring, rain in summer, leaves in autumn, and snow in winter.

I like to sleep early,

I like to get up late;

I like to be alone,

I like to be surrounded by people.

I like country’s peace,

I like metropolis’ noise;

I like the beautiful west lake,

I like cats.

I like delicious food and comfortable shoes;

I like good books and romantic movies.

I like the land and the nature,

I like people.

And, I like to laugh.

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I always wanted to be a great actor, like Fasha Sandha, Aaron Aziz, Johan Ashaari... They have influenced millions of people through their action. I also wanted to be a great people, like William James or Sigmund Freud, who could read people’s mind. Of course, I am nowhere close to these people, yet. I am just someone who does some teaching, some research, and some writing. But my dream is still alive.

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• I don’t have 14,000 followers on Twitter or my own paparazzi trying to snap naked photos of me eating orange creamsicles.

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• I don’t have a fancy title or a shirt with my own face on it. Yet.

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• I never graduated with a degree that would have permitted me to write this post.